"I really hate the fact that some people tends to be present initially but on the long-run they will all leave you behind"

This is quote simply implies that some people are the same due to the fact that after knowing you for quite sometime, they will do their own thing and business and leave you behind. A sad fact but true to its existence. We have our own reason why we suddenly leave our friends behind. One possiblity would be the fact that we are busy with our own set of activities. Second possibility would be the fact that we suddenly became disappointed with our friends maybe because of their attitude towards us.

In my own perspective, we should not suddenly leave our friends behind without informing them about the our own reason why we are planning to leave them. In this way, they will not be left in enchantment on why we suddenly change our own minds. Aside from that, further complications such as misunderstandings would be much avoided since a sense of understanding would be establish instead of a misunderstanding.

"Changing one's mind is not that bad..you may be left behind by your own decision but if this sudden change would make yourself in a much better status quo, then do it now while you're still on the verge of destruction..coz' if you are already in the state of complete devastation then you can no longer go back to where you are originally belong.."

  More than a month ago, I've been in an almost complete devastated sequence. All of the major signs had been finally shown up. I tried to ignore it in the past few months but unfortunately my condition started to worsen. I thought that it was just an ordinary sadness within me. i didn't know that this sadness is already becoming into a clinical condition known as major depressive syndrome or simply known as major depression. I know that something's wrong with me but I didn't expect to have this kind of disease. So me and my mom finally decided to pay a visit with a neuro-psychiatrist. During our visit with him, he asked me about what is happening to me and with that he finally confirmed that I need to consider the administration of anti-depressants. 

So I decided not to attend in my university for a semester. I know this suddden leave would change everything. But I really don't care because my health is more important than just earning a degree at the university. I can still continue attending at my university in the near future but I cannot risk my health in exchange of earning a degree.

Hi guys, I would like to apologize for being so idle these past few months. I'm so busy with other stuff and I sudddenly run out of ideas due to a very critical situation that had happened to me these past few months. But I can't escape with the fact that I do love sharing my own ideas with other people. So here I am doing my homework again. I am looking forward for you guys to read and stay update with my stories.

I also decided to explore other topics not just about long distance relationships. So you shouldn't be surprised if you will make-up reviews, etc..as my recent set of articles.

Have fun reading :D

We tend to crave for attention especially if we're in a relationship. It will come to a point wherein the other person will be mad at us just because we're doing unusual things which will make them feel trapped. I really understand why we tend to do these kinds of actions towards our significant other. However, doing so will just drive them away. So instead of conveying our feelings to them, they just bear in mind on how to get rid of us.

I had read many articles on the net on how to win back the person whom you love the most. And based from what I read, the best way on how to win him/her back is to become an independent person. You may do other things like watching different movies, hanging out with your friends, surfing the internet, etc..You should show him/her that you can withstand the fact of not being with you all the time. I am 100% sure that this way will really make you irresistible. This technique will let him wonder for days on how did you easily forget about them. If you are doing this action then I must say that this will hurt his mighty pride and ego. Men usually feel humiliated if their mighty pride and ego will be at stake. But this is the only way for girls to be appreciated by men because if we ourselves will be so dependent on men, then there's a possibility that they will took us for granted. Some men will not appreciate our worth so they will do stupid and preposterous things without even knowing the fact that their significant other has already been humiliated.

Why do people usually make selfish decisions??? Was it because, they don't have a choice or was is it because they don't want to hurt the other person regarding their decision??? I really hate people whose reason for making selfish decisions were because these people believe that this particular option is the best option during that time. But do these people ever think that making selfish decisions were making the other person suffer..

Why do people need to be rejected by the one they love the most?? This is the question which until now remains unanswered. Coming up with the idea of selfish decisions will let them suffer in the long-run especially if both party really love each other. I believe that this tactic is just a way of testing the couple whether they are really destined to be in each other's arms. No matter how long or how far, If they are really meant for each other then destiny will lead them to be back on each other's company again.

I believe in the saying that "a cheater is always a cheater" so if your other half cheated on you then there should be no second chances to be given to these bitches coz' if you do then you might as consider yourself as a bitch..In a relationship these things are the most important: trust, loyalty, and devotion. This article is especially made for Julius Momoe Lauese, who happens to be my mud bitch sucker ex-boyfriend who cheated on me. I thought that he is really different from other men of his race but I guess he's just being a masquerade after all. All of the sweet messages that he said we're only his sweet talk but he is really not sincere with these shit words. These are just words to woe a woman under his trap. I really hate myself because I really loved him with all my heart but what did I got in return..heartache and betrayal..haha, now I must say that you are really a wonderful person..

Its really absurd to say this statement "We're in a different situation..I'm here (china) and you're there (philippines)..I met her last year because we have a common friend..then she's the one who teach me how to become fluent in mandarin (chinese language)..I loved you but she's always been here for me" What the hell!!! Just because that palagi girl is always been there..then you would perhaps run in her arms...haha, what a nice reason..And for those readers who might think that I'm an immature woman then think first..you see I did nothing wrong here..but this mud bitch sucker broke my heart twice..I was fooled when I gave him the 2nd chance...now that this mud bitch sucker do this fucking shit thing again..I must say that I've had enough already...I'm not a toy to which you can use and play with if you want then throw it somewhere anytime you want..I am a human being with feelings..I also believe in the saying that "you shouldn't mess up with the wrong people because if you made a mistake in them, then they will make your life like a living hell" I consider myself as one of these types of people..I can be Ms. Taylor Swift in my own way. Whenever she experienced a heartbreak then all she do was to write songs about them..On my case, instead of composing songs for the people who broke my heart..I make an article about the people who really humiliated my sanity. 

The reason why I didn't nagged or yell at him because it won't change the fact that he violated my kindness. So instead I wrote an article about him..I just want to inform this person that you don't know whom you're messing up with...you knew me as a really kind person but you really don't know the real me especially during the times that i've been humiliated and despised. This is the first time for me to write an article about someone. I really tried to become kind and humane but sometimes if you will remain in that way, chances of human kindness abuse is higher. I just want to teach him a good lesson of not messing with people like me. You can call me insecure, immature, and even bitch if you want. I really don't care..You really deserve me writing an article about you. Just bear in mind that..Since you break my heart as well as messing up with me..you will deserve what you get...

Have a nice day my fellow readers..Please be careful of men like this mud bitch sucker.. Good Day :)

I really don't know what is the problem.. We had our last great talk last saturday..its been 4 days since we had our talked on skype. The thing is he can make himself online sometimes but he is not responding to my messages. I really don't understand why he became like this. I don't want to end the relationship not because I want to push myself to him but I don't want to regret thing again. Because if you're not aware, we already had a break-up before. So during that time, I already concluded that he wanted to end the relationship but in reality it was far from his decision. In the end, we end up arguing. If he is just toying with my feelings then, why did he ask for a 2nd chance..

I need some help in here...

I am  wondering why there are people who really love to make a person's life misserable. But for some reason I could understand their frustrations. Its really possible that the main reason why they're doing this stuff is because of the so-called insecurity. We all know that human beings are competitive by nature meaning we can't let other people outwit us in our own game. Instead of focusing in other aspects of our lives, some people don't for all they know is how to beat us. Just because that they want to beat these people, they are not even considering what these people might think about the situation.

So if the person being involve will not have a stong will then there's a possibility that he/she will be affected by these types of acts. Furthermore, these acts might not only destroy friendships but more importantly it can also destroy good relationships. But instead of enduring these human beings, we should always bear in mind that these people are just insecure with what we have. So in order for these people to relieve their insecurity with us, they just think of ways on how to make our life misserable. 

On the other hand, being able to prejudice a certain event or person will really make you stupid. Because instead of thinking on how to improve your own self and focus on your weaknesses, you are forcefully glimpsing the weaknesses of other people and use it in your own benefit. And with that, this will make a person dull for he/she is so irrational.

Manuia le taeao (Good morning) my fellow readers. In a relationship, communication is a must since communication is considered as another important aspect of a relationship. A relationship will not be successful if communication is vague and ambiguous. If we didn't make ourselves clear then misunderstanding might commence. I envy those couples who can easily understand each other since they are used to their medium of communication. It has the advantage of freedom of expressing one's true feelings and thoughts towards the other person. But there is major change if a couple came from entirely different world. Like for example, they came from different country, different culture, different tradition, and most especially different medium of communication. Sounds peculiar right???

My kareshi (boyfriend) is of a samoan-chinese decent and based on my research their medium of communication is only english and samoan. Although he can express himself in english but still there are instances wherein he is finding a hard time in deciphering my message. I also notice that he didn't express himself well in the english language. That''s why I decided to learn the language to which he can express himself dearly. This language is known to be the samoan language. Luckily I found a useful website offering free teaching on how to learn the basic samoan language.

Fa'afetai everyone and with that have a Manuia le aso ahead :)

Last night knight tenjou asked my permission to let him to go to his friend's birthday party. Without a second thought, I allowed him to do so provided that he will go home by his own two feet. Then recently we had a talked using facebook chat. I asked him about his experience on the birthday party of his friend. I also told him that a lot of girls would be there for sure. Then suddenly he's telling me that he got 2 pretty girls in the party last night. I know that he felt something strange on me because I've run out of thoughts. Then the next thing that he did was, he asked me if I'm jealous. Haha, now I know the reason why you are doing these sorts of things to me. You just want to make me jealous. But I think its preposterous because I know that he already knew how much I love him and yet he is still doing these sorts of things. 

Lucky for him that I didn't nagged in front of his face. I believe that nagging is the worst thing that your guy would heard about so instead of nagging him on skype, I just kept my mouth shut and not looked in his eyes. For some reason, even if I didn't disclose to him about my true feelings he knew that I'm jealous. To prove that he blew my cover, when I told him some words of compliment to him all he did was he smiled at me with an "AHA" expression on his mouth.

Now I'm wondering why do guys make their girlfriends jealous even if they already knew that they have these strong feelings for her. Guys are really unpredictable with these things. Furthermore, they usually act based on their instincts or on their hormones ^_^